Oh my God…….

I can’t believe what I did yesterday.
I have been trying to get into Shamblers football team for months and when I turn up I choked and backed out.
“I seriously need a word with myself”.
When I got there, the team was already there but no coach. So instead of having that awkward silence and people look………!!!Never mind!!! no excuses, Basically, I sh!t it and I’m extremely annoyed with myself.
More than likely I’m far better than most of the lads there but bottled it. Next Sunday I can’t let it happen again. I might pop down Wednesday as well and have a word with some people down there, see if i can get to know a few people.

Still can't believe it :(